Just me and my quirks with impulsive compulsive disorder

What stood out to me was how our quirks make us who we are, even when they sometimes feel overwhelming. I’ve spent a lot of time reflecting on my own journey with impulsive compulsive disorder. It’s like having this little voice in my head that nudges me to do things I might not normally consider. For example, I might find myself checking the door locks repeatedly or needing to follow a specific routine before I can feel comfortable moving on to the next thing.

At first, I didn’t understand why I was doing it. It felt silly, almost like I was trapped in my own mind. There were days when I’d be stuck in these loops, going over the same actions, and it could be incredibly frustrating. But over time, I started to see those quirks as part of my unique makeup, instead of just something to battle against.

It really got me thinking about how often we dismiss our own behaviors as mere oddities. I mean, who doesn’t have their own little rituals, right? Some people might have a lucky pen they use at work, or a specific way they brew their coffee in the morning. For me, it’s about managing those impulses and compulsions without letting them define me.

Talking to others who get it has been a game changer, too. There’s something comforting about sharing stories and realizing that you’re not alone in this. I wonder how others cope with their quirks? Do you find yourself embracing them, or are they more of a source of frustration?

It’s been a journey of learning and acceptance, and I’m curious to hear from anyone who feels similarly. How do you navigate your own little quirks, and what have you learned along the way?