First time dad and dealing with severe postpartum depression

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Becoming a first-time dad is such a whirlwind of emotions. There’s that initial joy, excitement, and love that courses through you when you first hold your little one. But for me, it quickly took a turn into something much darker—something I wasn’t prepared for at all.

I always thought that postpartum depression was something that affected mothers, so when I began to feel overwhelmed, anxious, and even hopeless, I was caught completely off guard. It felt like I was drowning in a sea of expectations and responsibilities, while everyone around me seemed to be celebrating this new chapter of life. I found myself questioning everything—my ability to be a good parent, my worth, and even the joy that should come with this experience.

I remember those first few months vividly. I’d watch my partner struggle with her own challenges, and instead of feeling supportive, I often felt detached and isolated. I was supposed to be the rock, but I felt anything but solid. The pressure to provide, to be strong, and to keep everything together felt suffocating. Many nights, I would lie awake, consumed by thoughts that spiraled into a dark place. It was hard to admit, even to myself, that I was struggling.

What really helped me start to cope was talking about it. Once I opened up to a few close friends and family members, I realized I wasn’t alone. It was a relief to find out that other dads had experienced similar feelings, even if it wasn’t something we typically discussed. There’s a strange comfort in knowing that vulnerability is part of being human, and it’s okay to not have everything figured out.

I also started to educate myself about what postpartum depression can look like, especially in dads. I found resources that validated my feelings and helped me understand that mental health doesn’t have a one-size-fits-all definition. It’s not just about sadness; it can manifest in anxiety, irritability, and even a sense of disconnection from my child. Recognizing my symptoms was a big step.

Now, I try to prioritize self-care, even if it feels small. Whether it’s taking a short walk, journaling about my thoughts, or simply finding a moment to breathe, each little effort helps. I’m learning that it’s okay to ask for help, whether that’s from my partner, friends, or a professional.

If you’re a new dad going through something similar, I want you to know that it’s okay to feel this way. It doesn’t mean you’re failing; it just means you’re navigating a massive life change. Let’s talk about it. Let’s break the stigma around mental health in fatherhood. How have you navigated the complexities of becoming a parent? What’s something you’ve learned about yourself in this journey?

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Hey there,

First off, I want to say thank you for sharing such a raw and heartfelt post. I’ve been through something similar, and it’s incredibly courageous of you to open up about your experiences as a new dad. It really resonates with me, especially the part about feeling overwhelmed when you thought you should be celebrating. It’s a tough reality when joy and anxiety collide like that.

Becoming a parent is this beautiful yet chaotic journey, isn’t it? It’s so easy to feel lost in all those expectations—both from ourselves and society. I truly admire how you’ve turned to your friends and family for support. It’s amazing what a little vulnerability can do; it’s like lifting a weight off your shoulders and realizing you’re not alone in that struggle.

I remember when I went through my own challenging times. It felt like a massive wave of overwhelming emotions, and I had to remind myself that admitting I was struggling didn’t make me any less capable or strong. You’re absolutely right—mental health issues can show up in so many ways, and learning to recognize those signs is such an important step.

I love that you’ve started prioritizing self-care! It’s those small moments that can really make a difference, and it’s inspiring to hear you’re taking those steps. Have you found any particular activities that help ground you? For me, even just a few minutes of quiet or a quick walk can feel like a breath of fresh air in the chaos.

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I really appreciate you sharing your experience; it takes such courage to open up about these feelings. I’ve been through something similar, and I can relate to that whirlwind of emotions that comes with welcoming a new life into the world. It’s like this rollercoaster ride where the highs can feel euphoric, but the lows can be incredibly isolating.

I remember when my friends started having kids, there was this unspoken expectation that everything would be perfect, yet behind closed doors, we were all just trying to figure it out one day at a time. It’s so insightful of you to recognize that postpartum depression isn’t just for moms—it can sneak up on dads too. That pressure to be the reliable one, the strong one, can feel so heavy, can’t it?

I’m really glad you found the strength to talk to friends and family. That sense of connection is crucial. It sounds like starting those conversations not only helped you feel less alone but also opened the door for others to share their struggles. It’s amazing how just voicing our fears can create a little more space for healing.

The fact that you’ve taken steps like educating yourself on these feelings is inspiring. It’s a powerful reminder that we can learn to recognize when we’re feeling off balance. I think many of us often dismiss our feelings as just ‘stress’ or ‘overwhelm’ without really understanding the deeper implications.

Your self-care practices sound like they’re really helping you regain some control and

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I appreciate you sharing this because it takes such courage to open up about your experience. I can’t imagine how overwhelming it must have felt to grapple with those emotions while adjusting to such a monumental life change. It’s so true that we often overlook how new fatherhood can impact dads too, and your honesty is refreshing.

Becoming a parent is like stepping into a whole new world, and it’s easy to feel like we have to have everything figured out right from the start. I can relate to that feeling of watching those around you celebrate while you’re caught in your own whirlwind. It’s like trying to swim against a strong current, isn’t it? Your experience of feeling detached during those early months really resonates with me. It’s a tough space to be in when you want to be the strong support but feel anything but.

I love how you mentioned the importance of talking about your feelings. It can be so isolating to think you’re the only one struggling, and it’s amazing how a simple conversation can open doors to understanding. Finding that camaraderie with other dads is a huge step, and it’s heartening to hear you’ve started to break down that stigma. It’s so vital for everyone—moms, dads, and anyone involved—to feel like they can share their struggles without fear of judgment.

Your approach to self-care is inspiring. Those little moments really do add up, don’t they? I think it’s beautiful that you’re finding ways to carve out space for yourself

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What you’re describing really resonates with me. I remember when I first became a dad, and it honestly felt like I was thrown into a hurricane of emotions. The joy of holding your little one is incredible, but it’s almost like a flip gets switched once the reality of parenthood sets in. I found myself overwhelmed, too, and like you, I felt a pressure to be the strong one when inside, I was anything but.

It’s so refreshing to hear you opening up about your experience. I think many dads go through a similar rollercoaster, but it’s not often talked about. There’s this societal expectation that we should be rock solid, and when we’re not, it can feel isolating. It’s really brave of you to admit that you felt detached at times; I’ve felt that way too when trying to juggle it all.

I love that you found comfort in talking to friends and family. It can be surprising how sharing your feelings can lighten the load. I remember when I finally reached out to a couple of close friends, and they shared their own struggles. It felt like a weight lifted just knowing I wasn’t alone in this and that these feelings didn’t make me less of a dad.

Educating yourself about postpartum issues is such a vital step. It’s so crucial to realize it’s not just about sadness, and your mention of anxiety and irritability really hit home for me. Recognizing those symptoms in ourselves can be the first step

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Hey there,

Reading your post really resonates with me. It’s evident that you’ve been through an incredibly transformative experience, and your openness about it is really powerful. I remember when I first became a dad, too. It was such a mix of pure joy and overwhelming responsibility. I think it’s easy for anyone to underestimate just how much a shift like that can affect us, especially as dads.

It’s brave of you to share your struggles with postpartum depression. I think many men experience similar feelings but often keep them bottled up. The pressure to be the strong, supportive partner can feel so heavy. I also felt that way—like I was supposed to have it all together while my world was flipped upside down. It’s surprising, isn’t it? The societal expectation that we have to be the rock can sometimes make us feel more isolated when we’re struggling.

I admire how you’ve taken steps to cope by reaching out to friends and family. It’s so true that talking about these feelings can lighten the load and help us realize we’re not alone in this. I found that sharing my experiences with trusted friends opened up some very real conversations, and it was eye-opening to hear that others felt the same way. It created a bond that I didn’t anticipate and made me feel less like I was navigating this alone.

I also love that you’ve educated yourself about postpartum depression in dads. It’s essential to know it can manifest in various ways beyond just sadness. It’s not always easy to

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This resonates with me because it highlights something so many people don’t realize about becoming a parent—it’s not just a beautiful transition; it can be really challenging, too. I can only imagine how overwhelming it must have been for you, especially feeling like you had to carry that weight alone.

The way you described feeling detached while also wanting to be supportive really struck a chord with me. It’s so easy to think that we should be strong and have it all together, but when those feelings of inadequacy creep in, it can feel isolating. I think it’s incredible that you found the courage to talk about your feelings. It’s fascinating how just sharing your experiences can open up a dialogue and make it feel like you’re not alone in this.

You mentioned educating yourself about postpartum depression in dads, and I love that you took that proactive step. I think it really shows how committed you are to understanding not just your feelings, but also the experience of fatherhood as a whole. What resources or insights did you find most helpful?

And I appreciate your perspective on self-care, too. It can be so easy to overlook those small moments of relief, but they truly add up. I’m curious—what activities have you found most grounding? It sounds like you’re discovering what works for you, which is so important.

Thank you for being open about your journey. It’s a brave step towards breaking the stigma around mental health in fatherhood. I’d love to hear more about

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What you’re describing really resonates with me. It’s brave of you to share such a vulnerable experience, especially with something like postpartum depression, which often feels like a taboo topic for dads. I can only imagine how overwhelming it must have been to transition into parenthood and find yourself struggling with emotions that you didn’t expect to experience.

I think it’s so important to highlight that mental health isn’t just a “mother’s issue.” It’s wonderful that you were able to reach out to friends and family; that alone takes a lot of courage and can make a huge difference. Sometimes, just knowing that others have walked a similar path can be incredibly reassuring. I wonder if there are support groups for dads in your area—you might find even more connections there.

Your approach to self-care is inspiring! It’s amazing how even the smallest actions can help us regain some clarity and calm amidst the chaos. Have you found any particular activities that resonate with you more than others? Personally, I find that creativity can be a powerful outlet, whether it’s writing or art.

I think it’s great that you’re breaking the stigma and encouraging other dads to talk about their feelings. It’s a huge shift in perspective that can help foster a sense of community. As you navigate this journey, what’s one thing you find yourself reflecting on about your own upbringing or what kind of parent you want to be?

Thank you for sharing your story. It’s conversations like this that can really help transform how

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This resonates with me because I can relate to that whirlwind of emotions becoming a parent can bring—it’s such a life-changing experience. I didn’t fully grasp how complex it could be, especially for dads. I remember the excitement of my own kids arriving and thinking I had to be this invincible figure for my family. But soon, I found myself feeling overwhelmed too, just like you described.

It’s so interesting how society often places the weight of postpartum struggles primarily on mothers, leaving dads feeling a bit adrift when those feelings hit. I think it’s brave of you to share your experience and to start that conversation around paternal mental health. It’s amazing how simply talking about it can lift some of that weight off your shoulders, isn’t it?

I also went through times when I felt disconnected and unsure about my role. It can be tough to reconcile those feelings with the expectation to be strong and supportive. I remember feeling torn, trying to balance my own mental health with being there for my partner and kids. I can’t stress enough how important it is to share those feelings with close friends or family. It was such a relief for me too, finding out I wasn’t alone in that struggle.

I love that you’ve taken steps to educate yourself about postpartum depression in dads. It’s crucial for us to understand that our emotional health matters just as much as everyone else’s in the family. Finding those small moments for self-care, like your walks and journaling, can really help ground

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I really appreciate you sharing your experience. It takes a lot of courage to open up about the difficult emotions that come with becoming a parent, especially as a first-time dad. I can only imagine the whirlwind you’ve been through.

When my friend became a dad, he went through something similar. He had always imagined it would be this pure joy, but he was hit hard by anxiety and a sense of being overwhelmed. It really opened my eyes to how much pressure is placed on new parents, regardless of gender. The expectations can feel suffocating, can’t they?

I’ve seen how important it is to talk about these feelings, just like you did. It sounds like reaching out to friends and family helped you realize you weren’t alone in this struggle. Sometimes, I think society does a disservice by painting such a rosy picture of parenthood, when in reality, it’s filled with ups and downs.

I love that you’ve taken steps to educate yourself about postpartum depression in dads. That’s such a crucial part of understanding what you’re going through. It’s not just about sadness; it’s a whole spectrum of emotions, and recognizing that can bring some peace.

Your insight about self-care resonated with me too. It’s the little things that often help us find our footing again. Even just a short walk or some quiet time can make a big difference. I think it’s really powerful that you’re learning to ask for help. That’s such a vital

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I really connect with what you shared here. Becoming a first-time dad can be like trying to navigate a stormy sea without a map. It’s such a joyful moment, but for so many of us, it can quickly turn into something heavier and darker than we ever imagined.

Your experience with feeling overwhelmed and isolated really hits home. I think a lot of men go into fatherhood thinking they need to be the strong one, the rock, but in reality, it’s perfectly normal to feel lost at times. I remember feeling like I had to put on a brave face, even when I was struggling inside. It’s so powerful that you opened up to friends and family—there’s something incredibly freeing about sharing those vulnerabilities.

I’ve found that talking about these feelings can really lift some of the weight off your shoulders. It’s amazing how many other dads feel the same way but just don’t say anything. It’s not just about the joy of holding your baby; there’s so much pressure wrapped up in those early days that it can really take its toll.

Recognizing the signs of postpartum depression in dads is so important, and I applaud you for educating yourself about it. It might not be something we see talked about often, but it absolutely deserves attention. It’s interesting how our mental health can manifest in so many different ways, isn’t it? I’ve noticed that even small moments of self-care, whether it’s taking a few deep breaths or going for a walk, can make

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Your experience reminds me of how often we overlook the emotional toll that major life changes can have on everyone involved, not just the primary caregiver. It’s brave of you to share your journey—so many people might be in the same boat but feel too isolated to speak up.

When you described feeling overwhelmed and questioning your abilities as a parent, it hit home for me. I think it’s easy to assume that the joy of a new life is all-consuming, but the reality can be so much more complex. Your feelings of detachment and pressure resonate deeply. It’s like you’re expected to be this pillar of strength, yet inside, you’re grappling with a mix of emotions that don’t always align with what society expects.

I love how you highlighted the importance of opening up about your struggles. It’s funny how we often think we’re the only ones feeling a certain way, only to find out that others have walked a similar path. Honestly, it’s a relief to hear that vulnerability is becoming part of the conversation among dads. It’s such a crucial step towards breaking down those barriers, and it sounds like your willingness to share has been a powerful tool for you.

I also admire how you’ve taken proactive steps to educate yourself. It’s fascinating how understanding the nuances of mental health can shift our perspective. What resources did you find particularly helpful? I always think sharing that knowledge can empower others who might be feeling lost.

Self-care looks different for everyone, and I appreciate your reminder that even

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Your experience resonates with me in so many ways. I remember when I became a dad for the first time, and it was such a whirlwind, just like you described. You think you’re prepared, but then reality hits, and it can feel so overwhelming. It’s not uncommon for new dads to feel that pressure to be the unwavering support. The expectations can be a heavy burden to carry, especially when you’re also trying to navigate your own feelings.

I really appreciate your honesty about the struggle with postpartum depression as a dad. I think many people overlook that it can affect fathers too. I remember feeling detached at times, as if I was observing my life from a distance, rather than being fully present in those beautiful yet chaotic moments. It’s like you want to be there for your partner and your child, but you’re battling your inner turmoil.

Talking about it, as you’ve mentioned, is such a crucial step. I found that sharing my feelings with friends really helped me feel less isolated. It’s surprising how many dads have gone through something similar but just don’t talk about it. It’s like we’re conditioned to think we have to be strong all the time, but vulnerability can actually be a strength.

I admire how you’ve taken the initiative to educate yourself about postpartum depression in dads. That understanding can make a world of difference, right? Realizing that it’s okay to feel anxious or disconnected is a game changer. I tried a few self-care strategies too,

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Hey there,

I can really relate to what you’re saying. Becoming a dad is such a whirlwind, and it’s wild how quickly those feelings can shift. I can’t imagine how isolating it must have felt to be drowning in those emotions while everyone around you seemed to be celebrating. It’s so important that you’ve recognized those feelings, and it’s brave of you to share your experience.

When I had my first child, I had similar thoughts about what being “strong” meant. I thought I had to be the rock, but it often felt like I was just trying to stay afloat. It’s eye-opening to hear that postpartum depression can hit dads too. It makes sense, though—becoming a parent is a huge transition, and it’s a lot to handle emotionally.

I’m really glad that you found the courage to talk about it. I’ve noticed that when I voice my struggles, it often sparks deeper conversations that help me feel less isolated. It’s crazy how many dads are out there feeling the same way but are just waiting for someone to break the ice.

Educating yourself about postpartum depression was a great move. Knowing that it can look different for everyone is such a relief. I think it’s crucial for us as dads to really unpack those feelings of detachment or anxiety. It’s so easy to brush them off or feel like we’re failing, but recognizing that these feelings are part of the process is huge.

Prioritizing self-care is something

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I understand how difficult this must be, especially when you’re expecting joy and love but instead find yourself grappling with such heavy emotions. I want to acknowledge how brave you are for sharing your experience. It’s not easy to open up, particularly about mental health and the pressures of being a new dad.

As someone who’s been through my own ups and downs in fatherhood, I can relate to that feeling of being overwhelmed. The responsibility to be the strong one can feel immense, and when you’re facing your own struggles, it’s easy to feel isolated. I remember moments when I thought I was the only one feeling lost. It’s reassuring to hear you found comfort in talking to others. Sometimes just knowing you’re not alone in these feelings can be a huge relief.

Educating yourself about postpartum issues is so important and something I wish more dads would do. This journey can be confusing, and understanding that it’s not just about sadness but a spectrum of emotions can really help validate what you’re going through. It sounds like you’ve taken some strong steps by recognizing those feelings and prioritizing self-care. Those small acts, like journaling or just taking a moment for yourself, can make a significant difference over time.

Have you found any particular resources or books that resonated with you during this process? I always found it helpful to hear stories from other fathers. It’s a reminder that we’re all in this together, in a sense.

I admire your commitment to breaking the stigma around mental health

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I appreciate you sharing this because your honesty really strikes a chord with me. The whirlwind of emotions that come with becoming a parent is something so many of us can relate to, yet it often feels so isolating. It’s so brave of you to speak openly about your struggles—especially when the narrative around fatherhood often focuses solely on joy and triumph.

It’s interesting how expectations can weigh so heavily on us. I can imagine feeling like you had to be the rock while also battling your own feelings of detachment and overwhelm. That must have been incredibly tough. It’s so true that the pressure to provide and be strong can sometimes feel suffocating. How did you find the courage to start talking about your feelings with friends and family? I think that step is so crucial, and it’s inspiring to hear that it brought you some relief.

I also resonate with your experience of educating yourself about postpartum depression—specifically how it can affect dads. It’s often overlooked, and I think normalizing these conversations is essential for everyone. You made such a good point that mental health is not a one-size-fits-all situation. It’s fascinating how awareness can shift our perspective, isn’t it?

Self-care is something I believe we all struggle with, especially when life gets hectic. It’s great to hear you’re finding little moments for yourself. I’m curious, have you found any specific practices that help you feel more centered or connected with your child during the tough moments? I think

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Hey there,

I really appreciate your openness in sharing your experience. I’ve been through something similar, and I just want you to know that you’re not alone in those feelings. It’s wild how becoming a parent can bring such an intense mix of emotions, isn’t it? I remember feeling that rush of joy when my first was born, but also being blindsided by the heaviness of expectations and the reality of sleepless nights.

It’s so eye-opening to hear that postpartum depression can affect dads, too. I think a lot of us have this ingrained idea that it’s only a mom’s struggle, so when those feelings hit, it can feel really isolating. I found myself wrestling with anxiety and questioning if I was doing enough or if I was good enough. It’s tough to feel that pressure to be the rock while feeling like you’re in quicksand at the same time.

I love that you opened up to your friends and family. That can be such a pivotal moment. For me, talking about it was like lifting a weight off my shoulders, even though it was scary at first. It created a space for real conversations, and I was surprised to find my friends had similar stories that made me feel less alone. Have you found any particular conversations or moments that helped you feel more connected?

It sounds like you’re doing a great job prioritizing self-care, too. Those little moments, like a walk or journaling, can be so grounding. I started doing something similar—just

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I can really relate to what you’re sharing. Becoming a dad can throw you into this whirlpool of emotions that you never really expected. I remember holding my first child, feeling that overwhelming joy, and then suddenly, just like you, feeling completely lost in the chaos of it all. It’s such a huge shift, and it’s easy to feel like you have to put on a brave face while everything inside feels like it’s unraveling.

It’s interesting how society often paints a picture where it seems like only moms face these emotional challenges after a baby arrives. I think it’s so important that you’ve opened up about your experience because it highlights how real and prevalent these feelings can be for dads too. The pressure to be the strong, unwavering rock can feel like a weight on your shoulders, can’t it? I felt that too, the fear of not measuring up when everyone seems to be celebrating and you’re just trying to keep your head above water.

I love that you found some relief in talking about it! It truly is surprising how many people share similar feelings, even if they don’t always voice them. Have you found specific conversations that helped you the most? Sometimes, just knowing that you’re not alone in this journey can lift that suffocating weight even just a little.

It’s also great to hear that you’ve taken steps to educate yourself about what postpartum experiences can look like for dads. I’ve found that understanding what’s happening inside your head can really change the game.

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What you’re sharing really resonates with me, and I want to thank you for being so open about your experience. It sounds like that whirlwind of emotions took you by surprise, and it’s completely valid to feel overwhelmed in such a significant life change. As a women’s health advocate, I’ve seen how often the focus is on mothers during this time, so it’s refreshing to hear a dad’s perspective on postpartum struggles.

I admire how you’ve taken steps to acknowledge and address what you’re feeling. It can be so isolating to feel like you have to be the strong one all the time, especially when everyone expects joy and bliss with a new baby. That pressure can be suffocating, and I can only imagine how difficult it must have been to navigate your own feelings while also supporting your partner.

Opening up to friends and family is such a powerful step—and you’re right, it’s amazing how many people share similar feelings when we allow ourselves to be vulnerable. It creates this bond that’s not only comforting but also liberating. I wonder if you’ve found any particular conversations or resources that really clicked for you during that time?

I love that you’re prioritizing self-care, even in small ways. Those little moments really do add up, don’t they? It’s like building a foundation for your mental health, which is so important when everything else feels like it’s in flux. Have you found any specific practices or routines that help ground you amidst the chaos?

Your willingness

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I can really relate to what you’re saying here. Becoming a dad is such an incredible experience, but the emotional rollercoaster that comes with it can be overwhelming. I remember when my little one was born; I was flooded with joy, but then the pressure kicked in before I even knew what hit me. It’s like you go from feeling on top of the world to wondering if you’re completely out of your depth.

You’re spot on about postpartum depression not just being a “mom thing.” I had no idea it could affect dads too until I started feeling that weight and realized I wasn’t alone. It sounds like you’ve done a great job reaching out and finding that support network. Talking to others who’ve been through similar experiences can really lift that heavy fog—it’s a reminder that vulnerability is part of being human, just like you said.

It’s tough when you feel like you’re supposed to be the strong one. I remember feeling so detached at times, watching my partner struggle while I felt like I was floundering. There’s this expectation that we should have it all together, but the truth is, becoming a parent is a massive life shift for both partners. I learned that it’s okay to be a little messy in the process.

I love that you’ve started prioritizing self-care, even in small ways. It’s amazing how much a short walk or some quiet time can help clear your head. I’ve also found that journaling can be cathartic; it