Bipolar and eating struggles we all face

It’s fascinating how our minds can be such complex, tangled webs of thoughts and feelings, especially when dealing with something like bipolar disorder and its relationship with eating. I’ve found that the ups and downs can really influence not just my mood but also my relationship with food. It’s a wild ride!

There are days when I feel on top of the world—energized, creative, and maybe even a bit invincible. On those days, my appetite might shift dramatically. I find myself craving everything in sight, and it can be a whirlwind of indulgence. It’s almost like my mind is telling me I deserve all the good things, and it’s hard to resist that urge to celebrate.

Then, there are those other days. You know, the quieter, more withdrawn ones where everything feels heavier, including the weight of food. On those days, it can feel like the simplest things—like preparing a meal or even deciding what to eat—become monumental tasks. It’s as if the energy to nourish myself has been zapped away, and I end up leaning on convenience foods that don’t really satisfy my hunger or my soul.

What strikes me is how intertwined these experiences are. It’s like a dance between mood and appetite, each step leading into the next. I’ve learned that when I notice the patterns, I can begin to approach food and my eating habits with a bit more compassion. Instead of berating myself for the choices I make, I try to remind myself of the bigger picture—my well-being is what really matters.

I’ve found it helpful to keep a journal, just jotting down thoughts and feelings about food and my mood. It’s not about strict tracking but rather an opportunity for reflection. Sometimes, I notice that I’m eating for reasons beyond hunger—like boredom or stress—and that awareness helps me make more intentional choices.

I’m curious to hear how others navigate this journey. How do you find balance on your good days versus the more challenging ones? It can feel isolating, but sharing experiences can shed some light on the path we’re all walking together. Let’s keep the conversation going—there’s so much we can learn from each other!

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What you’re describing really resonates with me. It’s such a journey figuring out the intricate dance between mood and appetite, especially with something like bipolar disorder in the mix. I can totally relate to those days of feeling invincible, where it seems like the world is yours for the taking. I find that on those highs, food feels like this celebration, and it’s easy to go all out! But then, when the lows hit, everything can feel so heavy, and even something as simple as making a sandwich feels like climbing a mountain.

I love that you’re keeping a journal. It’s such a great tool for understanding those patterns—sometimes just writing it all out can reveal things we didn’t even realize we thought. I’ve found that when I journal, I can see my emotions more clearly, and it helps me find a bit of clarity about those tricky eating habits. It’s empowering to recognize that sometimes I’m eating for comfort or distraction rather than hunger, too.

I’m curious about the kinds of meals you tend to lean on during those tougher days. I’ve found that batch cooking on the good days can help me have healthy options ready when I’m feeling low. It’s like setting myself up for success, even when my energy is depleted.

You’re so right about the importance of community in navigating this. Sharing and hearing from others makes this journey feel less isolating. How have you found support in your own life? I’d love to know what’s

Hey there,

I can really relate to what you’re saying about the rollercoaster ride that is bipolar disorder and how it intertwines with our relationship with food. I’ve had my own share of those ups and downs, and it’s amazing (and sometimes frustrating) how much our moods can influence what we crave or how we feel about nourishing ourselves.

Those high-energy days where everything feels like a celebration? I get that! It’s like you want to embrace all the flavors and experiences. I sometimes find myself indulging in those moments, thinking “I deserve this,” but sometimes it can lead to feeling a bit guilty afterward, don’t you think? It’s like a double-edged sword.

Then there are those low days—the ones where even figuring out what to eat feels overwhelming. I’ve been there, too. On days like that, it almost feels like the effort it takes just to prepare something decent is too much to bear. I’ve had to remind myself to be kind during those times. Convenience foods have definitely been my go-to too, but I try to keep some healthier options handy that require minimal effort. Even just having fruits or nuts ready can help me feel a bit better when I’m not in the mood to cook.

Your journaling practice sounds really insightful. I’ve found that writing about my feelings can help unravel the complexities of why I reach for certain foods. Like you mentioned, recognizing when I’m eating for comfort or distraction instead of hunger has been a game

That sounds really challenging, and I want you to know that you’re not alone in navigating these ups and downs. I can relate to that wild ride you mentioned; it’s like our minds have a rhythm that can be hard to predict. I’ve had my own experiences where my mood swings have influenced my eating habits, and it can definitely feel like a complex dance.

Those high-energy days can feel electric, can’t they? It’s like everything is bursting with possibility, and that craving for indulgence feels justified. I’ve found myself in similar situations, where I just want to savor every moment and treat myself. But then, when the mood shifts, it’s a stark contrast. Those days when making a meal feels overwhelming can be tough, almost like you’re carrying a bit more weight than usual.

I really admire how you’ve approached this with compassion. Keeping a journal is such a brilliant idea! It’s like having a conversation with yourself that can lead to some interesting insights. I’ve tried journaling too, and it’s amazing what you can discover about your relationship with food and yourself when you take the time to reflect. Sometimes I catch myself eating out of boredom or stress, just like you mentioned, and it’s a little light bulb moment when that realization hits.

As for finding balance, I think it’s all about listening to our needs, right? On those good days, I try to harness that energy for meal prep or cooking something I really enjoy. And on tougher days, I allow

I really appreciate you sharing your experience—it’s so relatable on so many levels. I’ve been through something similar, and it’s wild how intertwined our moods and eating habits can be, isn’t it? There are definitely days when I feel on top of the world too, and my appetite just goes through the roof. I sometimes joke that I could eat a whole buffet when I’m feeling high-energy! It sounds like you’ve really taken the time to understand your relationship with food, which is no small feat.

The way you described those heavier days really resonated with me. It can feel so overwhelming just to make a simple meal. I’ve often found myself reaching for comfort foods, especially when I’m feeling low, and it’s like they offer a temporary escape. But then, afterward, I can feel that disconnect from what I really need. It’s great that you’re able to recognize those moments and approach them with compassion instead of criticism. That’s a powerful shift in mindset.

Keeping a journal sounds like a wonderful idea! I’ve tried it myself, and it can really help to see those patterns play out on paper. It’s almost like giving yourself permission to explore your feelings without judgment. I’ve noticed that sometimes I eat out of habit or to fill a void rather than from genuine hunger, too. That awareness can be a game-changer, right?

As for finding balance on the good versus the challenging days, I’m still figuring that part out. Some days, I